Don't you understand that it is quite odd to assume/claim that we built such a bond from a one-way xfire conversation?
Don't you forget or remember that my husband (AND BEST FRIEND of 14 years) is a member/admin here?
You're 17 and you're planning on marriage and parenthood within the year. You need help. At 17 I couldn't stand the idea of kids. You have no idea what you're doing, or what you're getting yourself into.
You have two styles of posts, which tells me that you are inbalanced at the very least. You need to talk to your parents and get some help. They should be able to afford it if your daddy is the PM. (which I don't believe for a second!)
I'm locking this thread with an explicit order, Ultimate EAW, seek some help!