Some people have asked me, and some have been wondering "where the [m'kay] have you been?"
Hell man, I dunno. In a cold dark place, a place where none of you wanna be in, a place that some people hardly return from. A place that I like to visit sometimes xD. But I'm here now, and I'd like to start off with an apology to the community.
Remember my trolling incident? I do. It was pretty wack, and outta character. I was having a *real* [poo] week back then, and I got too far into it, I couldn't get out 'til I realised how bad I was [m'kay] up. I do know I offended some people, and more importantly, my friends. Maybe it's too late for apologies about that, but I think it's better now than never.
I also know I let some people down. I promise I wont let that happen again, as I'm makin a change. Fighting back with all this constant [poo] being thrown at me can get tough, and in the chaos, I do get a [poo] load of mood swings. I'm a bit more stable now, maybe a lot more cold and numb. But that's a good thing I think. Less things will get to me then. But anyway, with that being said, I promise I wont go back on that promise.
I'd also like to settle my beef with Pan. Pan, I know I've been pretty [poo] with you, but I used you as a thing to let off some steam and rage. I shouldn't have done that, so I apologise. I hope we can keep it neutral and not stay enemies.
I hope some of you realise that I am trying to make a change, some of you may brush this off and say that I'm just [poo] around and attention whoring. No man, I ain't doing any of that besides changing for the better. If we can put the past incidents behind, and if you'd let me start over then I'd very much like to do that. I'm returning back to SWBF2 too.