Ohio.
I wish you the best. Your plan is tempting compared to well...
I've been dealing with a massive amount of stress, because of this right here.
Methotrexate. A medication I'm so terrified to take I haven't taken any of it yet, despite having it for a month (I've had heart palpitations when I talk about it). It's the latest idea my doctor came up with, medication wise. It's a form of chemotherapy.
The word alone sends shivers down my spine. My mom had spinal cancer, twice. The first time she took all the radiation and chemo in the world, and it didn't help her. She went into stage 3 and then made plans for her passing, giving her cats away and all that fun stuff. She didn't go into remission and beat it until she got pregnant with me. The theory being the introduction of stem cells during pregnancy in the body helped her fight it off. I'm getting off track. She now pays daily for all the chemo and radiation she took. The batch of chemo she took was a bad one, everyone who took it suffered the same way ~18 years later. Most of her teeth have fallen out or chipped, she has horrible pain in her spine, and her veins are scared and thin.
Like I said, the word chemotherapy scares me.
The way Methotrexate works is it counter-acts the folic acid in your cells, causing them to die. Equally killing cancerous and healthy cells. If you take folic acid supplements you can nullify that part of what Methotrexate does, which is what I'd do since I don't have cancer.
I finally agreed to it and when we got it we made the mistake of reading the information on it. Which was about the length of Britanntic Encyclopedia.
It can screw over my bone marrow.
I can't take NSAIDS (like my Ibuprofen which is the only OTC pain reliever that works).
And I literally can not touch anyone for 48 hours after taking it, and no one can wash my laundry.
Those are the main ones I'm worried about. My plan was to talk with my doctor again to go over the latter two issues. But my mom got sick we'll reschedule and see him again.
So yeah, fun times. I wish you and your family the best.