You tend to insult other people and when this is done towards a person who is quite clearly in pain then there is no excuse for it.
So you stated the following:
(=DK=)Samonuh wrote:I no longer have these problems, and I try my hardest to keep in line. I'm not going to lie and say I am one hundred percent perfect now, because I am not. I still have my moments where I act like my old self, but they are far less common and I regret my actions instantaneously.
So in one sentance you state you no longer have those problems and then the next you say you act like your old self but not as frequent and afterwards you immediately regret what you have done. Is this any different to how you have been in the past and by allowing you back there is a risk of you acting like a clown and upsetting people again?
I suggest you close this chapter and move onto pastures new Samonuh and at least that way there is no risk of any issues or request by you for yet another 'second chance'. Time to move on, let it go and join another community or clan.